Life!

I don't think life is ever what you expect it will be, something is always different, plans we make at 16 (20, 25, 30...need I go on?)  however noble and good, seldom pan out the way we think they will.

I have known this for a very long time now, but it often hits me again just when I least expect it and never in quite the same way twice. In addition, it usually takes me awhile to realize that what I am dealing with is the same thing as before, just in a different dress.

This has not been as easy year for me, and I have not dealt with my issues and problems very well. Revamping my blog is one of the ways I am attempting to reconcile my life and feelings at this point.

As stated above, this is for me. I am trying not to think too much about other people peeking in, but I would appreciate input. In my attempts to journal or document anything, I tend to fall off quickly, knowing that family and friends are out there and care about me, even though I rarely contact them helps greatly!

My goal for this blog is to post at least 3 times a month, at least one of those must be personal, about me, not what I am doing so much as why and how I feel about it.